could somebody up there please pass ummi a mobile phone?
April 3rd, 2007 § 17 Comments
call me crazy all you want but this is something i want to do every so often. climb up, hand a mobile phone over to my mother, and then climb down. wait, kisses and hugs first and then climb down. no wait, kisses and hugs and sleeps. no. wait. can i just climb up and climb down never?
i have a folder in my phone where i keep all of my mother’s sms(s) and read them religiously each day. here. let me share some of the messages with you.
muna i luv u, what are u doing? i always remember u. u r always in my heart. g nite.
muna apa khabar syg? umi sedih. umi bilang nah sekadar nak ilangkan sebak di dada. g nite. i miss u.
muna syg! mi baru saja pulang dari retreat di hotel hyatt johor baharu. mlm ni mi sleep at kak ita home bcos want to talk something abt df.
nah umi baru balik dri johor nah. nah apa khabar sayang? mcm mana dengan natijah imtihan nah tu nak? i miss u.
inshaallah sayang. muna pun doakan mi agar sentiasa diberi kesihatan oleh allah ya nak.
muna dah naik kpl terbang ke lum? nnti mi cuba dapatkan nombor tu ya sayang.
dah surut lah nah. doa from u k. kat sana tak ujan. mi rindu kat nah.
muga2 anak umi berjaya ya sayang! anak mi kan pandai. umi jadi pergi nak. ngan abang mem muhammad n nek nab n thuraiya. i miss u n love you very much. oh munaku…….
hi hi hi…… ala cayang ketawa lah lagi.
ya sayang. what to do. nobody will help me except allah.
oh cakaplah. umi nak jadikan nah anak yang bijak berpidato and pelapis umi.
nah. apa khabar? umi kurang sehat. mungkin dmm urat. sbb im very tired. since e past few weeks. pls doa 4 me. how about ur translation course? i hope u’ll succeed. i miss u.
oh my sweetheart. i want 2 msg u suddenly u call me. i am very happy n i hope u will succeed all e time and my doa 4 u. i luv u n doa 4 me 2. now i am not feeling well.
umi mam. kit pala. kit perut. acam2. enat ali.
oh munaku. umi pun begitu juga, rindu sgt ngan nah. tapi terlalu sibuk hingga tak sempat hubungi nah nak.
(this was a week before my mother passed.)
t.kasih ya nak. belajar rajin2 ya nak. kejayaanmu adalah hadiah bagiku n family.
(this was 3 days before my mother passed.)
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i am having tears in my eyes.
it’s better that i stop now before you have some in yours.
its good that you didn’t delete her smses. at least you can read them over and over again.
i didn’t delete the smses that my mum/mil sent to me too.
each time when i feel upset or stoned, i’ll read my mum’s smses and laugh myself silly because she is the only one who can sms me until i ketawa tak bole tahan.
as for my mil, her smses are more inspirational to be a better dil.
take care.
wasalam!
kak muna… i cant hold my tears while reading… i pun rindu ur mum walaupun wahidah cuma jumpa kat madrasah dulu2… Adek takut sekali perasaan kehilangan org yg kita syg sesgt walaupun kita kene redha dan pasrah dgn takdir. Sabar kak…
subhanaAllah…..wat can i say :’( …. *huGs*
muna dearie, what i feel like doing now is to give u a big hug…
Salam Muna!
My heartfelt prayers goes to you and your ummi, who is probably looking down on you from the most wonderful place Allah swt has reserved for her in the heavens.
There is no more comment feature in your other blogspot? I just want to say that I want to spread the ‘hijab’ campaign by posting an article on the hijab too….
Hugs for Muna n wiping Muna’s tears away…
Ummi Muna tinggalkan a lovely unique relationship with you…I wish i can have that kinda relationship with mine:)
munaaaaaaaaaaa.. u make me cryyyyyyyy lah babe!!!
. Tiap kali muna post pasal umi muna mesti akak menangis tau…..so sedih niiiiiii *uwahhhhhhhhhhh*. Now I miss my umi pulak!!!! 
i got lotss to say but i think i will only write this sentence …
“Pertalian anak dan ibu tidak berakhir dgn kematian dan tidak akan berakhir selama-lamanya.”
*Hugs n kisses*…..muahhhhhhhhhhh
btw muna…u make me jeles tau!…bab at least zaman skrg ada hp, dulu zaman arwah mak akak
takde hp, jgn ckp nak simpan sms, bayang pon takde
oh and u noe wat?…akak pon simpan tau sumer sms muna pd akak…
Salaams Luv
Too late I shed a tear for you…I know that you still miss her and it pains me to see you so sad…but as you always say this life is temporary…Insyallah you will see her again..for you love each other so….
Anyways if you need me…Im here
Speechless… Hugs N Kisses
Muna Dear,
How are u? Hws ur Study?
Hope u will succeed & be Strong,
Allah always with u K..
Hugs frm Adlin & me…
Take Care…Miz u Lots!!!
salaam`alaik ukhti
may allaah reward you abundantly for your patience and give you the strength to move on and the courage to face the coming days. ameen.
Honestly, while reading ummi sms to u my eyes were full of tears n i dun dare to cry out load…..subbhanallah….
Betapa ku rindu pada ummi mu…
Sebak di dada tiada siapa yg tahu melainkan ALLAH
How i really wish you were here Muna….*in tears* i cant stand it anymore…
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O my darlingest Zah-Zah
I also miss ur dearest ummi from her loving sms so l can’t ingat how much more u must hav rindu her. I look fwd to mtg her in Jannah one day
U know, l sometimes dream that My mum comes back to me telling me dat Allah has given her another chance for l still miss her n my grandma…..l cnt help wishing l can reunite with them in Jannah too
salam kak muna…
:’( ya Allah sebak kak, sebak… subhanAllah begitu sayang ummi you dengan kakak… dalam hati ini terharu, sedih…
SubhanAllah kak… may Allah bless the relationship that you had, and reunite you both in jannah together with your family members. Ameen… and most of all, may Allah bless her soul, make her grave the sweetest place for her to reside till qiyamah and forgive all her sins. Although I have never met her, this is all very close to me in my heart, can’t explain here… but when it comes to mothers, I lose to my tears.
May Allah also make us to be lovely mothers just like your ummi.
Ameen…
Sayangggg kak muna -bighuggg-